I keep wondering if my life is ever going to turn out the way I think that it should. I mean, I know what I WANT to do but I don’t know how that works into what I NEED to do.
I have so many things that I want. I want them right now. Still, none of them seem to be happening for me right now. It is almost like my life is at a standstill.
Im not complaining. My life is FABULOUS. Really. There are just things that other people my age have or are doing and sometimes I want those things too. I know thats not something I should be doing but at the same time its part of being human. Wanting what we can’t have…in this case….at this period of time. Its somthing that we have to wait patiently on I suspect.
So im not giving up. Im just giving in. Giving in to the fact that my life is mine to lead and its the best it can be. I don’t need to have the things other people have to make me happy. Damnit. I am happy! 
Virtues….eh..who needs ‘em! 
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